I'm Losing It ._.

Hi everyone... I'm in depressed mood today... Okay, i'm seriously gonna lose it...-sigh- I'm losing myself.... I'm hating my life...seriously, why is it like that?! ><" Might as well just go slam head against desk or something... If only i was an illusionist... I would have been like Fran... In my own wonderland...=w=

I hate all this nervous and scared feelings now...but i just can't/doesn't know how to overcome it... That's all i guess...

Jaa-na...

Primo & Decimo~ =w=b